i have nowhere to go.
i am so sad that we aren’t a couple anymore. i would like to be in love with you and you with me, so much.
i miss being able to touch you in secret places with my mouth.
i wake up feeling okay and positive about everything but when the sun sets my heart swells and i feel heavy, and my body might break.
i wake up in the dead of the night feeling so anxious about you and me and everything, and all i want is to go back to bliss and being intertwined with you.